The blue bottle cap lay near the toe of Jimin’s sneaker. It had landed ridged-side down in the deep charcoal pile of the carpet, perfectly still.
Neither of them reached for it.
Yoongi stared at the gray block of track seven on the screen. The waveform was a narrow blue strip of peaks and valleys, frozen under the cursor. His shoulders had curled inward, pulling his oversized black sweatshirt taut across his shoulder blades until the fabric strained against his spine.
"Say something," Yoongi said. His voice was lower than before, barely scraping above the low hum of the desktop towers. "Or take the stairs down. Don't just stand there."
Jimin didn't leave. He didn't move toward the door either. The room felt vacuum-sealed, the 41 percent humidity turning cold against his throat.
"I knew," Jimin said.
Yoongi’s left hand, still hovering above the spacebar, twitched. He did not turn around. "You didn't know. You thought Namjoon wrote it. You just told me that."
"I knew the words weren't his," Jimin countered. His voice shook slightly on the first syllable, so he pressed his thumb hard into the meat of his palm until the tremor stopped. "Namjoon doesn't write about pacing. He writes about the river. He writes about wide spaces and distance. He doesn't write about walking behind someone so they don't have to turn around."
The fan in the rack mount whined as the internal temperature dropped a degree.
"You're guessing after the fact," Yoongi muttered, his fingers finally dropping flat against the plastic chassis of the keyboard.
"I’m not guessing." Jimin stepped forward. The floorboards under the carpet creaked under his weight. He rounded the side of the desk until he was standing directly beside Yoongi’s swivel chair, close enough that he could see the faint tremor in Yoongi’s eyelashes. "Do you think I’m stupid, hyung? Do you think I stood in that booth for forty-five minutes singing that cadence without knowing whose cadence it was?"
"You sang it like a session vocal."
"I sang it the only way I could without choking on it."
The sentence dropped between them like an anchor. Yoongi’s head jerked up. His dark eyes were wide, shadowed beneath the shelf of his brow, startled out of his defensive slouch. The skin at the corners of his mouth pulled tight.
"What?" Yoongi asked.
Jimin pointed a finger at the yellow legal pad. The pages were curled at the edges from the studio's dry heat, thick black ink carving trenches into the pulp.
"You wrote that line three months ago," Jimin said. "In the waiting room at the broadcast station in Ilsan. You had your headphones on, but you weren't listening to anything because the cable wasn't even plugged into your phone. I asked you what you were working on, and you flipped the cover closed and told me it was an instrumental for another artist."
Yoongi stared at him. The silence stretched until the sound of air pushing through the ceiling vents became deafening.
"You weren't supposed to notice that," Yoongi said quietly.
"I always notice." Jimin reached out. This time, he didn't touch the keyboard. He reached for the mouse, his hand steady even as his pulse pounded behind his ears.
Yoongi didn't try to grab his wrist again. He just sat frozen, watching Jimin slide the cursor across the second monitor. Track seven. The small yellow 'M' icon glowed beside the track label: *JM_VOX_LEAD_DRY_02*.
Jimin clicked it.
The yellow 'M' went dark. The green track indicator lit up.
"Don't," Yoongi whispered, but the protest was gutless, stripped of the biting authority he usually carried into the control room.
Jimin hit the spacebar.
The room flooded.
The Rhodes piano chords hit first, warm and understated, followed by the dry snap of the kick drum. Then, rising out of the center channel without a single drop of reverb or delay, Jimin's voice came through the high-end monitors. It was unpolished. It was entirely naked, close to the diaphragm, catching slightly on the breath before the second measure.
*I won't ask you to stay,* the recording sang, *but don't walk faster than me.*
Listening to it inside the small room was unbearable. It sounded like an intrusion, a secret dragged out into broad daylight and pinned against the wall. The vocal was pitched right at the break of Jimin’s register, fragile and dangerously exposed.
*If you turn the corner first, the shadow disappears.*
Yoongi flinched. He stared straight down at his lap, his knuckles white where his hands gripped the fabric of his jeans.
Jimin hit the spacebar again.
The cut was brutal. The sudden absence of the sound left a physical ache in the air, a vacuum where the melody had been hovering between them.
"You think you're the only one who had to hide it," Jimin said. The words came out thin, stripped of the anger that had carried him up the stairs to Genius Lab. What remained was raw exhaustion, the cumulative weight of three years spent navigating the narrow corridors between stages, hotels, and studio sessions.
Yoongi didn't answer. He let out a ragged breath through his teeth.
"You sat on the other side of that glass," Jimin continued, his voice dropping into the quiet of the room. "You didn't give me a single note. You just told me to go home. You acted like my take was ruined, like I’d messed up your production. But I knew what you were doing. You were running away. Just like you always do when something gets too close to the surface."
"I was doing my job," Yoongi said, though his voice cracked on the final word.
"That wasn't your job. That was you being a coward."
Yoongi’s head snapped up. A flash of heat returned to his gaze, familiar and sharp, but it lacked teeth. "A coward? You think it’s cowardly to keep this room clean? To keep our work separate from whatever this is?"
"Whatever this is?" Jimin laughed, a small, humorless sound that died against the acoustic panels on the wall. "You wrote a love song about me and called it an arrangement problem. You let me believe for three days that I couldn't sing the bridge properly."
"You know you can sing," Yoongi said fiercely. He pushed his chair back an inch, the wheels groaning against the low-pile carpet. "You know you're the best voice for that key. That's why I gave it to you in the first place. That was my mistake."
"Why was it a mistake?"
"Because look at us right now." Yoongi gestured broadly at the desk, at the timeline paused mid-phrase, at the two of them trapped in the amber glow of the console. "We have a company deadline on Monday. Pdogg is waiting on the vocal stems. The album tracklist is locked with the label. And we are standing here talking about how I look at you in the hallway."
"Is that all it is to you? A scheduling problem?"
"It's our entire life, Jimin!" Yoongi’s voice rose, cutting through the dampening foam of the studio walls. He stood up abruptly. The sudden movement knocked his empty coffee cup off the edge of the desk; it tumbled into the wastebasket below with a hollow rattle. "You think I wanted to write those lines? You think I sat at this piano at four in the morning wishing I felt this way about you?"
Jimin didn't flinch. He held Yoongi’s gaze, unblinking. "Did you?"
Yoongi stopped. The fury drained out of him just as quickly as it had arrived, leaving behind an emptiness that made him seem fragile beneath the heavy black layers of his clothes. He ran a rough hand over his face, pressing his fingers into his temples as if trying to physically force the tension out of his skull.
"No," Yoongi said quietly. "I didn't want it. I tried to write it for someone else. I changed the pronouns. I changed the key so it wouldn't fit your tessitura. But every time I played the cadence, it only sounded like you. And then you walked into the booth on Tuesday, and you sang it like you were holding my throat in your hands."
Jimin’s chest tightened painfully. He took a single step closer. The gap between them narrowed to less than an arm's length.
"I didn't sing it to hurt you, hyung," Jimin said, his tone softening until it was nearly a whisper.
"It did hurt."
"I sang it because it was the only time you ever let me say it back."
Yoongi went completely still. His hand dropped slowly from his face. His eyes searched Jimin’s features, darting from the bridge of his nose to his lips, then back up to his eyes, looking for any trace of irony, any technical deflection. He found none.
"Say what back?" Yoongi asked. The question was barely a breath.
Jimin reached down and took Yoongi’s right hand.
Yoongi’s fingers were cold from the studio air, slightly calloused at the tips from hours of playing keys and running faders. For a fraction of a second, Yoongi tensed, his instinct to withdraw pulling against the touch. But Jimin didn't let go. He curled his fingers through Yoongi's, closing the distance until their palms met.
"You told me not to walk faster than you," Jimin said, his thumb brushing the prominent knuckle of Yoongi’s index finger. "I’ve spent three years slowing down just to make sure you were still behind me. You think I didn't notice every time you stayed late? You think I came up to Genius Lab tonight just to check on an audio stem?"
Yoongi looked down at their joined hands. A shudder ran through his shoulders. He didn't pull away. Instead, his fingers slowly tightened around Jimin’s, curling with a desperate, hesitant grip that felt entirely unlike the cool, composed producer who ran this room.
"Jimin..."
"Don't delete the track," Jimin said.
"If we leave it in, everyone will know."
"Let them know."
"Namjoon will ask."
"Namjoon already knows," Jimin said softly. "He cleared the draft without asking you a single question about the lyrics, hyung. Who do you think told him to leave it alone?"
A faint, stunned breath escaped Yoongi’s lips. He closed his eyes, leaning his forehead forward until it rested against Jimin’s shoulder. The weight of him was sudden and heavy, the coarse cotton of his sweatshirt brushing against Jimin’s neck. Jimin raised his free hand and rested it on the back of Yoongi’s neck, his fingers tangling in the soft, dark hair at the base of his skull.
Neither of them spoke for a long time.
The studio monitors remained quiet, the waveform paused at the exact midpoint of the bridge. The air purifier clicked, shifting into a lower, quieter cycle as the room’s humidity hovered steadily at forty percent.
Yoongi let out a long, shuddering sigh against Jimin’s collarbone. "The vocal is too dry," he murmured, his voice muffled by Jimin's shirt.
Jimin smiled, feeling the familiar, stubborn pulse of the producer returning, even through the exhaustion. "Then put a plate reverb on it. Four seconds of decay."
"Two seconds," Yoongi corrected, not lifting his head. "Two seconds, and a high-shelf cut at eight thousand hertz. Otherwise, it sounds like church music."
"Two seconds," Jimin agreed.
Yoongi didn't move away. He stayed there, his hand gripping Jimin’s fingers with an unyielding, quiet intensity, the yellow legal pad forgotten on the desk, the unmuted vocal waiting patiently on the screen for the mix that would finally let it be heard.
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